I constantly go between being extremely anxious about all the things I have to do and literally not giving a shit. There is no in between, and it’s so exhausting and frustrating.
"I tried so hard to be someone everybody could like. But no matter how hard I try, I’ll always be the same ridiculous, pointless blob. I’ll always hurt people. And I’ll always let people down."
"I try not to set limits for myself anymore, because the original limits that I set were proven completely wrong. Here I am now: I have the lead on a TV show, I have a L’Oreal campaign, and I’ve been on the cover of some of my favorite beauty magazines. So here’s a big fat middle finger to the lady who told me to get my nose done."
"This book is the story of how I got where I am today—as incredible and unexpected as that journey has been. My hope is that you take something from it that will inspire and motivate you, and also make you realize that anything you want to accomplish in your life is completely possible. After all—through some remarkable luck and a lot of hard work—I’ve managed to make many of my dreams come true."
Last Person That
Slept in your bed besides you? Mom
Saw you cry? No one
You went to the movies with? Friends
You went out to dinner with? Family
You talked on the phone to? One of my aunts
Made you laugh? Myself xD
Would You Rather
Pierce your nose or your tongue? None
Be serious or be funny? Funny
Drink whole or skimmed milk? I don’t even know what this means ahah
Die in a fire or drowning? You know, i never thought about that or any another way xD
Spend time with your parents or enemies? If with my parents you mean both at the same place i prefer my enemies ahah just my MOM
Simple or complicated? Simple
Straight, gay or bisexual? Idk
Tall or short? Medium?
Right handed or left handed? right handed
A lover of music or a lover of books? BOTH. Reading a book with a music playing. Great.
Do You Prefer
Flowers or sweets? Flowers
Grey or black? both
Colour photos or black-and-white photos? Colour photos
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
M&Ms or Skittles? m&ms
Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
Sun or moon? Moon
Winter or Autumn? Autumn
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends
Rainy or sunny? Depends
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Both is fine
Vodka or Jack? None , i don’t drink alcoholics beverages
What time is it? 21H42
Name? joana Nicknames? Zana, Ru, Ruze, Ruzeta
When is your birthday? September 21st
What do you want?
How many kids do you want? I don’t think about that
What would you name a girl? If i have, Zoe
What would you name a boy? Luca
You want to get married? Nooooo!
Nervous habits? cry
Are you double-jointed? translation
Can you roll your tongue? idk
Can you raise one eyebrow? I think so
Can you cross your eyes? What?
Which shoe goes on first? I don’t pay attention on that
Ever thrown something at someone? Yes, yes, that’s happens all the time but not with intention ahah
On average, how much money do you carry with you? idk
What jewelry do you wear? Ring and bracelet
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? none
Have you ever eaten Spam?No
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? One
Alcoholic beverage? Champagne
Song played? Let her go- Alex and Sierra <3
Person you saw? Mom
Time you cried? I can’t remember
Fight?Everytime that i try find solutions from my problems. Counts as a fight , right?
I have this blank canvas in front of me, which is what my life can be. There’s something sad about that, but also something good, because I will take that blank canvas and make something beautiful out of it.